Okay, I rather feel like an old fool, but I did have some hope and expectations about truthfulness and no-game-playing from the one person I met online. Perhaps I am gullible, but it all sounded so honest and true.
But, I guess it wasn't - haven't heard from him in 3 days. Is that a long time or a short time? I don't know. I haven't done this in such a very long time, and when you grow up moving around as much as I did, you tend to form relationships quickly. After all, you never know when you're going to move again, so you don't dither about - you jump in. So, we military brats tend to make decisions quickly and assess people (sometimes incorrectly) quickly as well.
Perhaps my expectations were too high. I really do have a life - well, a little one - and am actually working on gathering statistics for budgets right now and it's 9:30 PM. Okay, I guess that means that I don't have a life.
Heavy sigh.
Give it up girl, ain't gonna happen.
Love is elusive and be damn grateful you knew it for awhile - - - - - but still sad tonight amongst my numbers - - -
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